Let it be

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.

And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.

Let it be, let it be, …..

-The Beatles

To my cousin Ashden… Your family misses you. RIP

Here is her obituary… With a beautiful picture of Ashden and the article about her life and passing…

http://www.morningsun.net/obituaries/x194399835/Ashden-Elizabeth-Kranker

Here is the article about the wreck that took her life…

http://www.kansascity.com/news/breaking_news/story/622700.html

I’m not exactly sure how long the links will last, but hopefully they’ll work in the future.

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A lot of things on my mind these past few weeks…

All but a few of them are unpleasant.

I’ve decided months ago that I was going to write a book about myself, but I never really get around to it. So maybe all of this writing will serve as a start… or at least a reference in the future when I really do decide to get around to writing.

What’s been on my mind though?

Uhmmm…

Mike

of course… *sigh*

we’re still not going to get in to that.

My cousin… which brought on thoughts of what it is going to be like when Debbie dies… Dad and I had a few conversations about what the plans are and what it’s going to be like. We both ended up deciding that we didn’t really want to have to think about it.

But you know, honestly, this kind of thing just makes my mind go “hmm.. I wonder who else will die this year.” Yeah… It’s kind of sick, I know.

I’m still freaking out about KSU. Seriously. It’s starting to drive me insane. I’m terrified of my major, I’m terrified of living with someone, I’m terrified of forgetting about thomas (or vice versa), I’m terrified of not being able to get a job, and completely terrified of having to meet new people all over again. I think I’m just going to continue to worry about it until I actually get to move there and deal with it.

I’m completely pissed off about gaining weight too. Yeah. And It’s just going to get worse with the new BC. Meh. Thanks for the awesome ovaries mama. <3

But ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE…

Had an amazing week with my mommy marinus and little brother martin yofuss! I tried to put up pics… but wordpress’s thing a ma bob isn’t working. soooo… you’ll just have to wait it out.

I am also home with my Thomas now. Which makes me feel a lot better. It’s weird being without him when I’m used to being around him so often.

“I’m just a bill… yeah I’m only a bill.. and I’m sittin here on capitol hill!” yeah… sorry.. that was just on my AIM radio, so I thought I’d shoot that out there.

Uhmmm… back on track….

This is actually something that Ginger told me to start doing… sift through all the really shitty stuff happening and focus on something good… even though my mind always weighs things and says “well, even though three hundred little good things happened, my life sucks because these three epic-ly shitty things happened”… soooo… Keep going with the positive-ness.

I got a plant today…. It was in a pile of dead ones I was supposed to throw away, so I kind of sort of stole it. hah. But they won’t miss it because they were throwing it away any way. So I’m going to nurse it back to health.

I have 609.60 in my savings and 20 in my checking… how fuckin sweet is THAT!? yeahs…. It’s my goal to have 1000 bucks in my savings for next year.

So yeah, I’m starting to get tired of typing… sooo…

Until next time,

Suteki da ne.

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