Take the picture from the wall when you think that nothing matters.
Take the picture from the plane and it’s a long ways to the floor.
Cut your finger on the edge cause it’s sharper than they told you.
Take a leap from out the window cause it’s way too far to go through the door.
-Brand New
I’m thinking now…
And perhaps it was a good idea that I didn’t see you before you left.
I’ve been looking at old pictures.
I was so young, you were everything.. I was so happy…
I was naive.
To think that you could really promise away your past.
I BELIEVED you… every lie you ever spoke to me.. I took those promises to heart.
I defended you to everyone who said you were no good….
And now who looks like a fool…
me.
I guess you got away with it.
Just like you knew you would.
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I’ve realized that I really need to start believing in myself again. It’s in the times that we feel the greatest amount of pain that we become our strongest. Or so I hope. It would be nice to gain back some of that. Sometimes I feel like I’ve turned into nothing but a big fat booger… Slouching around doing nothing.
This is going to be an excruciatingly short post. I just wanted to keep myself up to date on some thoughts today.. such as the wonderful song I heard today that empowered my to finally write a bit of spite towards him.
Until Next time,
Suteki da ne!
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