Love Aeterna

Love is not a place, to come and go as we please, it is a house we enter in, and then commit to never leave. So lock the door behind you, throw away the key, we’ll work it out together, let it bring us to our knees.
To some love is a word that they can [...]

Jaws Theme Swimming

Take the picture from the wall when you think that nothing matters.
Take the picture from the plane and it’s a long ways to the floor.
Cut your finger on the edge cause it’s sharper than they told you.
Take a leap from out the window cause it’s way too far to go through the door.
-Brand New
I’m [...]

Perfection Defection

I am the mastermind
Intelligent by design
It makes me wanna cry
I am the mastermind
And now that im satisfied
It’s time to say goodbye
Good-bye
Your time has come
Kiss it all good-bye
-Mindless Self Indulgence
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The theme of the day is loss.
And the fear of losing.
All day my mind has been consumed with nothing less than thoughts of losing my family, [...]

Delightfully Emo Poetry

Here is a little background on this poem, just in case it’s been so long you’ve forgotten me talking about it! Which would not really surprise me considering its been quite a while since I wrote it.
It is a poem that I had to write for Mr. Hoven’s Introduction to Literature class as my [...]

Let it be

When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For [...]

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I’m not really even going to talk about that right now.
I wish I would throw up, that way I’d at least feel a little better.
I don’t know why I keep asking “why did you do it?” 
Because there isn’t even a good excuse…
So there will never be a good reason.
—-
So I pretty much miss Thomas.
Yah.  Pretty much, [...]

Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss Uhn Tiss, Baby

He smelled like you last night…
Only for a second, but it was enough to make me slam on the brakes.
Yes I am over you,
I’m just not over the things you did to me.
This is a realization that came a little too late.
And you know what…
The scary part isn’t that he smelled like you.
It’s that I [...]

Happiness Happening

First day off of school!
yes!
I’ve spent most of it talking to dad, and on the computer. I’ve been awake for like three hours, but it feels like not very long at all.
I’m going to go tanning here shortly, after this post. I haven’t written for two days, and I feel like such a [...]

Made of Glass

This will yet again be a relatively quick post.
Only six more minutes till I leave to go pick up thomas from school.
Needless to say, I am not exactly excited about going to work.
I am such a procrastinator.. I haven’t even gotten around to taking some good pictures of my hair yet. Or I would [...]

Orchestral Version

Hmmmm hm… huh hm huh hm…. huh hm huh hm… huh hm huh hm huh hm huh hm… huh hm huh hm….
I have a song playing in my head…
Slow and sad..
And relatively edgy.
Reminding me of you so subtly, that I sometimes forget you’re even there.
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Finals Tomorrow.
Chem on Monday at 8
Government on Tuesday at 8
And the [...]